I've had many experiences that have shown me my connection with the Divine Light of Illumination. Lately I feel in a 'void' (that's the only way I know to express it at this time). I've asked for guidance, to be shown I'm still connected, yet I feel being here (in the UAE), I have no one to connect with to help me do so. I'm currently in a degree program for metaphysical sciences (distance learning, of course, since there's very little-none of that physically, here). Between travel to and from Canada twice yearly, and dealing with an ilness that creates instability, I amd struggling to reconnect with my studies. Procrastination? Maybe, but I feel it's more than that. The energy's not there. How do I regain that sense of connection?
Any and all assistance is greatly appreciated......and honored.
You were never disconnected. You are perfect just as you are. This exact moment is sufficient in every way. There is no necessity for a grand fireworks of Illumination. There is no part of you that is to be rejected or judged. There is no part of your reality that is more holy. Every place is holy. Let go of learning.
Thanks All.......a moment of weakness, I suppose. Tired from all the energy of late.
Thanks for sharing your feelings. Lots of good comments here and as Sally says, you are not alone. I have been feeling exactly like you for a couple of months now and I'm pursuing an intensive course in Adult Literacy tutoring. So don't beat yourself up about it. I feel, and I know others share my views, that keeping the connection is not all about meditating for hours on end every day. Rather it's about, going within, connecting to your heart centre and listening to your inner guidance, to the whisperings of your higher self. I can also empathise with you about your medical condition, dealing with a rare neurological condition myself, but 'you' are you first and foremost, and not your illness. I know that mine came for a reason and now I'm ready to let it go, when you are at that stage (you will know when) then, as has been suggested, seek healing or start to heal yourself. I am sure we will all send you some healing energy so as Karma says so beautifully, be 'perfect just as you are'! Blessings
Pardon me for adding my 2 cents. Been there with myself and many others. I kinda feel you are being taken to new positioning. One that is causing you to hear for yourself rather than looking to any outside source, even so guides. There comes a time, an exact time in life, that we are born to a new life. You ither go there willingly, or you probably will get thrown out of the old in a not so good feeling. Suggest you, go with the flow and follow it, acknowledge that you are willing and you will find your way. Just be quiet and allow the process to come and manage the processes thereof. It's all about you now and a good many things and way that you have been taught might be leaving because you don't need those things. You might consider listening the Crimson Circle, the Tobias Channelings and the things they have over there. See what you think. Right now it's more about "feeling" than doing, for you. Nothing is wrong and you are disconnecting from places that you no longer need, so be quiet and let it happen and tell yourself how much YOU love YOU and want YOU. It's about YOU now. It is a disconnection...
What you are experiencing seems to be part of the process. I and others have been feeling this for some time now.
Why and what to do about it is described in a channeling from Mary Magdalene by Mercedes Kirkel posted on OV November 13, 2010:
Thank you for sharing your experience and bringing this to my attention once again....know that you are never alone.
Love and Peace, Donna
Thanks for sharing! And thanks for all the great advice from those who responded ! I am new to OV and have found great support here already, simply by reading these posts! I, too, have felt disconnected, lost, flat and yet ready to burst! Feel like I am stuck, going no-where, decomposing almost! Yikes! And confused! Yes, change is coming! Hoping it is good! I will hold dear the advice you received here today from the others! Again, Thanks for sharing! All my Love & Light, Dana