People often talk about "visualising" things. I have always been interested in this alleged phenomenon, but all my life, have never managed to actually "see" something in my mind. I don't know if it is because of a head injury I had when I was very young or because I am just not "doing it right" :-)
When I close my eyes, I see nothing. Absolutely NOTHING. However I try, I cannot bring up an image of anything. This is most frustrating as people often say "Oh just imagine that person and surround them with light" or "picture yourself in a green field" or "imagine yourself in that house you want".
I CAN'T!
I try and try and try and all I can "see" is just darkness...
I see heaps of stuff in my dreams though, and often have VERY lucid dreams and sometimes even see VERY realistic scenes when I am in a half-awake state... it is as if I am staring THROUGH my eyelids at the scene before me, but when I am awake, no go.
Am I the only one that has this problem ?
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Comment by Louise on January 18, 2012 at 10:08am By the way, you should have been rendered assistance and you weren't. People didn't know what they were dealing with often, when their children had certain experiences. There may also be an aspect of you that appears during such a lifting, that is to do with something like a sense of abandonment or sorrow or grief. You did deserve more relevant care...I bet you wouldn't let any child these days cry for days over a bang to the head, you'd check out concussion at the very least! and you'd sympathise and comfort etc and monitor. Well, what happened is what happened, but there was a lot of confusion following on for many years, and you deserved better, but no-one could see the cause to know what was up with you. So sorry, and now, as they say, too-bad, so-sad, let's get on with the healing and restoration so we can do other things, free of our past at last!
Comment by Louise on January 18, 2012 at 10:03am It can be healed. It's just a Matrix now, like a remnant, made up of past and cause and effect and imposition, an overlay that can be lifted off you. It may have other associations in the complex of personality etc, but in terms of lifting it, it is just that, a case of lifting the matrix off you, energetically speaking. I'm sure you can do it yourself, Michael. You can ask for spiritual assistance and consider it similar to removing an implant and just be patient and watch it going, then dissolve it and all chords that connected you to it. Replace with Light in yourself. So be it...Tra-la!
Comment by Michael ~OV Tech~ on January 17, 2012 at 2:51pm Thankyou, Louise. My head injury was when I was 9 years old, falling off a high tricyle backwards and flipping onto the back of my head on the concrete. I remember crying for days afterward, it hurt so much. My parents didn't see it happen and so I never went to hospital - I couldn't explain what had happened either. After that, it took me most of my school life to restore some kind of equibrium to my life. Despite getting good grades at school, I remember at age 21 actually using my mind to arrive at an answer to something and was blown away with myself! - for the first time since I was a little kid, I could THINK again. Naturally, I became very interested in this new ability and started thinking about a LOT of things. And here is the result :-)
Comment by Louise on January 17, 2012 at 5:24am Hi Michael,
I haven't read all the comments made in reply to you yet, only the most recent page of them, so excuse me please if I seem to repeat something already said by another, won't you kindly?
Apparently, to me, you hit the nail on the head when you said. "if it is because of a head injury I had when I was very young".
Yes! I feel this does have something to do with impeding your ability to direct your visualisations with deliberate attempts because the mind is involved in both the action and the limitation that you are experiencing, the mind AND the brain. It is very tricky therefore, to spot for yourself what is going astray, when you must use your mind/brain faculty for both actioning and observing, when the mind is where the impairment dwells also. You understand what I'm saying? You're trying to analyse your progress with a faulty component in the analiser, as a blunt way of putting it to terms. Sorry. No criticism intended.
Two things come up for me in response to your comment, 1) the process your brain uses (neuron pathways etc) may be impeded in it's natural actions by a block of either physical or metaphysical nature, or a combination of both, and 2) an emotional response to the event that occured in childhood may have left an unresolved energy block in the emotional layer of your personal energy field. It remains partly although not whole unconcious, so you have a head start on solving it. Whichever, and I think both 1) and 2) are relevant, all can be healed and brought into balance and resolution, simply, and you can soon be restored to your full entitlement as far as the physical body and the other subtle bodies (mental, emotional, etheric) are concerned. This is a process however. The timing to finality depends on a few things, including your Divine plan, but I will say it is quite possible to be restored instantly to the balance that we call a picture of perfect (psychic) health, however, the process is in finding (accessing) the modality and method which will suit you best and be acceptable to you and be able to be recognised by you, as when it hits yer in the eye, so to speak (no pun intended, sorry). I suppose you to be open minded, but you have to create your opportunity to have energetic healing.
I could help with this, or you could seek your own assistance locally, or ask to be guided and become your own Master and Guide through the process.
The main thing, meanwhile, is to be assured, that the experience you have had, which you recounted as occuring when you were of half-sleep, that is, of experiencing supra-vision (as I may call it...you know, more real than real, yet so real that it seems surreal, if you get me...bright, fantastic, instantly informative, yet impossible etc); the main thing is that this experience tells you what can be achieved as the peak of visual experience. This is also where to set your aim towards, for Mastery of your vision abilities.
I want you to know, and be reliably assured, that all of our abilities are going to be fully restored. Meantime, it is our talents that show us a glimpse of what we are capable of in the future NOW.
Your quest to restore your sight has something to do with the journey of restoring Faith. I hope you don't mind me saying so and the Way is open through your emotional energy field regarding the event when you were young because on some level, you are aware of this fact. Well done for accessing your truth. Keep going with it!
Comment by Rick Jordan on January 16, 2012 at 3:44pm Micheal, interesting topic. Personally, I have always been a visual learner and can access inner worlds of the imagination quite easily. Visual meditations come as second nature to me, but you I think are an audile-learner. I remember a post about frequenies and how you were saying it was so frustrating for you to play music with people who are tune deaf....well thats me! im a musician, but cannot tune by ear to save my life. So I think we are oppisites in that respect, one a visual learner and one an auditory learner, two peas in a pod, two sides of a coin
Very interesting thoughts everyone. I like your perspective on things ChewyBees.
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Comment by Ralph Prospero ° OVerseer on January 16, 2012 at 7:37am Harry - that's interesting about your conversations with Win Wenger. I only heard of him for the first time around 2002 from a friend. She gave me two of his books and I read through parts of it. It is really fascinating stuff.
The other thing that is interesting is that when I was in my teens, I used to practice holding my breath in our community pool. I ended up having to work out a procedure that the lifeguards accepted so they would know that I was OK. I would hold my breath underwater in the deep end of the swim lanes, while partly meditating and playing a long song in my mind (usually it was Suite: Judy Blue Eyes by CS&N). While I did that, I would keep my right hand on top of my head -- we agreed that if my hand fell off my head, I was in trouble.
After I couldn't hold my breath any more, I would push off the wall, still underwater, and swim a length to the shallow end.
I was occasionally aware of the lifeguards coming over to check on me. I didn't want them to worry, because I felt a strong benefit from slowing my heart and oxygen burn rate. That's when I came up with the signal. They were still worried from time to time, but we co-existed peacefully.
I don't know how long I could hold my breath -- I think I estimated it at around 3 1/2 minutes, but looking at the length of the song, it may have been more.
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