Hi everyone! I'm writing this post because I feel the need to talk with someone about what I'm going through, and maybe someone can help me with some advice too.
I've been with my husband for almost 7 years. We met in January 2005 and felt immediately attracted to each other, we felt as if we had known each other forever. So we started dating, and our relationship was very special. We never argued or anything.
Then, in December 2007 I moved in with him, and we married in January 2010.
He knows about my spiritual interests and he's got some of his own too, but just out of curiosity, not because he's looking for enlightenment or anything.
But this year mostly, it all started to change. We argued more, and I have started feeling I need to get out of here. His energy isn't always positive either...
I feel I'm too attached to him and can't move forward. Even if I still do love him, our relationship isn't the same as it once was, and we have very different interests. He keeps telling me what to do and what not to do, which I don't like. It's started being more of an ownership than a partnership in that sense. I need to change something if it's wrong or not good for me when I feel it's the right time to do it, not because I'm being forced into it.
Sometimes I feel I need to follow my spiritual path on my own... but I don't know where to go.