Thankyou all for your recent coments and views. Lots of very strange things have been happening to me since the begining of this year. The most strange being that I am not normally any good at drawing, but I started drawing strange things on my Iphone app. Some of the drawings are my spirit guides, and guides of my friends and family. Some of these guides say the are the 'ancient ones'. It was one of them that helped me to find you all and that I should join you here. I am going through something that don't understand so would welcome your views. Its like I am having a crash course in understanding what is going on and I am seeing the whole world in a different light.