hello new friend, probably should of met you here several months back , i am 53 yrs old and working thru one of my multiple end life crisis's . i do have manic depression. and due to incidents that happened to me last summer i believe has made me dreadful person who refuses to trust another again in my world. im trying to forgive myself for letting these things happen to me. but anyhow reading peoples blogs and such is helping. lol sorry for info overload.tonight i happened to have some elton john moments.