omg, i just saw what u put on the "assention support group" I need that so bad right now too, I've been crazy the past couple of days too! Anxiety and fear on a roller coster, and I don't think I have felt that way in about 1.5 yrs. It has to do with sudden life changes, or even pondering them, just very unsettling.
Amok? like you went crazy? You know i'm going to have questions. 1st off, did you end up moving like you had planned, or was that part of the crazy? (don't get offended by anything i say, i mean well, not that you would :P) I'm starting to learn that i need to put a disclamer out there to keep people from getting pissed off at me sometimes :P but i usually don't untill right now.
Oh yeah, I remeber, that night, the first night that this stuff happened to me you know, beyond this body vision....I remember the date, becaus I was like a different person after that night... 10 /20/ 2010. Right before I felt something bigger than me come into my body, it was divine (I soon realized it was more of my self). But I right before that, when i thought i was with some big divinity, I had decided/chosen myself's purpose to be for people to be closer to god for having met me. But isn't that what we ALLready do?
And you?????? What comes next? What do you want to do with it? Where do you want to go next? What I was trying to say in my previous post was...I'm not sure, but maybe its time to decide and put my mind/hart to it.